I don't want to believe that she's doing this because we're close and she's family, like a sister to me. But for some odd reason, I'm getting this weird vibe from her that my liking D is not cool with her. I feel like lately, she's been going out of her way to tell me about their moments together. Granted, they are closer, but it doesn't need to be rubbed all up in my face.

I don't know. And the things she's telling me about him are all directed to turning me away from him. I don't really feel the support, I guess. And she doesn't even have to support me. That's ok too. But I at least want her to be honest. I asked her beforehand if she was ok with it. And she said she was cool. But I think things have cooled down with her and her boy, so I don't know what's really going on anymore.

I just feel sad. I feel like she's trying to sabotage my feelings for D, in a passive aggressive way. And I don't really know how to take it, because I trusted her. Yeah. I feel really really sad right now.

Emotional day today. Especially while watching The Color Purple on Broadway. More on that tomorrow.

Labels: The Progression of D